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Every part of my psychical and spiritual being hurts for what happened.

Sadness

Anger

Confusion

So many people effected. Dead. Injured. Families of those dead and injured. Friends. Co-workers. Neighbors.

Hearing that authorities have talked to him in the past. He’s been on watch lists. Hearing phrases like “not under investigation at the time of the shooting” or the fact that he bought a few guns within a few weeks of the shooting… BLOWS MY FUCKING MIND!

I want to be like everyone else. I want to point fingers. Fix the kink in the chain for next time.

Then to continue thinking about how one man could take down so many people before it stopped. Did any one try to jump in? Did anyone try?? I mean out of 360 degrees of angles, surely one man could be taken down. I don’t know that I would’ve tried. I don’t know! But I just can’t wrap my mind around this. I can’t picture the scene.

I hurt. My body. My mind. My spirit. My soul. My words. My thoughts. Everything that has ever made up part of my being is in pain.

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