regret

There’s not a lot that I instantly regret. Not a lot of things I do that later I feel like i was out of line. why?

Because I think and think and think and think about every single tiny or large decision of my life. I usually weigh everything. I don’t pull the trigger on anything till I know 100% that i should’ve done it yesterday…

So this feeling, this unrest, I feel about a particular trigger I pulled is completely foreign to me. Was it right? was it wrong? I don’t even know. So now I ponder why I was so hasty. Why did i feel the need to make a move. Maybe I was itching to make a move and maybe i was so antsy about it that I made the wrong one. I don’t know. But its done. So, now I sit with my own unsettled heart.

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